I apologise in advance if this doesn't make any sense in the morning because it's 5AM and I'm literally falling asleep in my chair but I wanted to respond to this before sleep.

You're not the one that should be sorry, I am. You got wrapped up in all this mess and probably the one the most affected by it and I shouldn't have let it get this bad. I've been thinking a lot the past few days about how everything's played out and honestly I don't blame you a bit for being uncomfortable. I'm really sorry I didn't realise how uncomfortable it was making you and I should have. You're absolutely right, it was my job to be responsible for the mental health of my characters not you I should have never put you in that position and I won't do it again.

I don't want to not get along with anyone and if it's uncomfortable for me, I can't even imagine how uncomfortable it is for you. I really do consider and enjoy talking to you as friend so the last thing I wanted was to make you or anyone else feel uncomfortable.